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Greetings
I
cannot tell you how much my life has sucked the
past few days. Nevertheless, at least
I've had a life to suck. On
Wednesday morning I began to run a fever,
experience pain in my kidneys and generally just
felt crummy. By 1pm, the my doctor told me
to grab an ambulance ride to the hospital, and
about 4pm, I was there and going through what's
become a very familiar routine, although this
time I was incoherent, (though very entertaining
babbling away with words that just seemed to come
from nowhere.) I
spent most of Thursday "out of it" too,
until they started pumping blood and platelets in
to my system. Both are at a severe levels,
and even adding the blood and platelets hasn't
done much t improve either condition. My
kidneys appear to be shutting down slowly,
another really bad sign, and a specialist has
been called in to see what she can see. In
short, while I haven't given up or given in to
"death," we are preparing for it and
having the discussions that are needed in the
event it is "check out" time. I've
had a life blessed beyond what I deserve, and I
have few regrets. If my time here is
up, then I am confident that God will prepare me,
much as everything leading up to this point in my
life has prepared me for the next step in life. -------------------- Regarding
this web page. I am cutting out many items
I have always update on a regular
basis. I just don't have the energy
right now to keep up with what's going on.
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